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the story of a cancer patient, slowly losing his own mind and body in an agonizing existency, finding peace in Death. His mental degradation is followed by the music.
what lies beneath is his own personal diary.
lyrics
23/02/1997
"Your cancer is rapidly spreading inside your brain, we're sorry." Is the last thing that i heard them say. I feel unwell. Does this mean i'll never get to see my baby? I don't have much time and i know. Im shaking in fear."
07/06/1997
"I can feel my forces are being drained. I can't even pick up my guitar for more than 10 minutes, im starting to forget stuff, may God have mercy on my soul."
19/06/1997
"My head feels light all the times, i can't recognize my wife's face, or any faces. Dr. # says its a symptom of the cancer spreading but im not sure about it. I know its no use, but please, help me."
13/11/1997
"I lo v ed my st a y,
i t' s time i ssa y
m y ggo odb ye s ."
29/01/1998
"God is lau ghi ng at m e.
I s it rre ally h i m? "
from this page forward everyting has been ripped off/scribbled on, unreadable words and letters has been substitued by #
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